I tried to be strong..

but, cant help sometimes It trigger my insecurities

I fight .. I fight for us.. 

I want everything just get back to normal..

my head is like spinning wheel.. 

my hearts bleed but controlled so i dnt soaked with depression

I want to stay positive.. but i want to be happy

and feel love again ...

Life is like you travel a long road... 

sometime straight

sometime narrow

sometimes cool and smooth

sometimes rough

you need to turn left

sometimes you need to turn right...

go.. for the green light

stop for the red light..

until you come to the place where you wanted to go 

and there stop for a while and rest or 

do whatever you need to do

sigh..

Happy for my friends.. Maggie and Jazz

Oh wow I have 2 friends in a row from y30 having happy moments being in love and one will be mommy soon.. we've learned a lot from each other about relationship and even we seldom chat and not seen each other but I know deep in our heart  we care and have this invisible friendship bond .

Our life is like a roller coaster.. sad, happy, failure, inspired.. sometimes giving up.. but, holding our faith to God keeps us alive, strong and looking for the positive outlook which been rewarded ..

TeVa and JaZz.. Just been married this year and now going to have a baby woohhooo!!

Congrats sissy!! Love you !

And My Friend Meigie.. Congrats!!

I'm just so happy for you finally you guys tied your knot :)

LATERZ!!

SoMeThing to ShAre..

Real Love.. is all five. It is epithymia, eros, storge, agape and philia. There must be strong sexual interest. It is neither encompassing, nor sole determination of a strong bond between mature persons. It is only one of the few important that make our relationship works.

Respect and admiration work for both person giving them high regard for each other and themselves.

Friendship and fellowship means having plenty of things in common. Sorry if its not entirely accurate that opposites attract. It may be fun for a while but… being too many things in common creates argument, too. Domineering partners tend to swallow the other space, rights, and individuality. This can be work if one partner is masochist and the other, sadist.

Tender feelin allows solace and refuge from the harshness of our world. Who can refuse a shoulder or a hug? I mean, I know I love to be hugs- I cnt get enough of them – so I know you do too. Love can also be means a shoulder to cry on when our burdens are too heavy to bear alone.

Of corz a good partnership also means being able to love “ in spite of”  We all have unlovable traits and a true lover can look past these and love even they don’t deserve it.

5 wondrous word of LOVE from the Greeks..

Epithymia – sensual love or strong desire.

Eros       - some as misinterpreted as epithymia  but has a broader meaning that also can mean love of god..  C.E. Lewis describe eros  as “ falling inlove”

Philia      - brotherly love – the kind of love shared by the companion, friends and as a result of so many things in common and things lot to share.

Storge    - Is a love by parents and children

Agape     - I s a kind of love shared with self giving regardless of rewards..

How about you guys what real LOVE means to you???

Some Up!

Life isnt perfect, that much we all know and yet, some of us okay, a lot of us feel like pressing the panic button when you were faced with tough issue, no matter how insignificant it really is. Dealing with negativity, battling out with your boss, having to tell a friend to shape up her friendship skills, Money matters and as well as honey matters.. ( no not what you think.. its just the situation we have right now a miles apart relationship. we are working on it doh’ and we just wish its sooner) its difficult to keep you cool when life throws you a curveball.
Some up of my Hassles in life ..
I’m easily pissed of if theres a false rumor goin on bout me.. Esp things I didn’t do. I really get upset. A good friend told me to keep cool. She told me I shouldn’t stroke the fire by showing people how distressed I felt. Should I or I shoudnt ignore them? My honey told me just to ignore it.. sooo… I just keep calm and steady and remind myself that the dish about me is a bogus……

Heres how to keep my self cool even if life hand me a lemon…

I take a deep breath…. It help me relax and deflect my anger.
I’m not alone… I have my cool friends, my family, and my honey..
Have an outlet…. I took kick boxing, paintings, gym, or any activity that usually different from what I do at work and at home..
Learn and move on… might I lost a bit of pride, chip of my ego, and some of money but I gain some priceless: wisdom and maturity
Tell someone who cares about me.... Its good to just let it out to people you can totally trust and be myself…

How about you??


A re-post from my y360 blog :)

HaRd LiFe..

Dang it!! This Jeep is soOoo Heavy .. ngek!! I need lots of effort to push it hard!!

How are you guys ?? Its been awhile .. Just having a hard time here dealing with unfinished business it's like a turmoil that keeps commin in.. I cnt stop it. But thats life they say God wont give you a problem you cnt solve. He wont give you burden that you cnt carry on your shoulders. Life's been crazy n toxic! sometimes I cnt help but cry. Its so hard to be the head of the family esp the kind of culture we have here in PH.  They say when it rains it pours! but after the rain theirs a rainbow comes in . It means thiers still a brighter side of life. I wanna thank my Hun even how upset and problimatic I am his always there beside me givin me advise and has a lots of patience to understand my outburst in life.. My kids who rock my world that keep me on stake ! Make me stronger I just love them sooo much.

For my Family hope everyone is okay now and in good health and also in good wealth ..  No one will goin to get sick again EVER!!

People cOme to yOUr liFe for a reaSon...

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Happy weekend mah friends!!! Enjoy life!!!

Feeling Blue...

There's a time in our life we that pass through the rough road and all negativity , depression hit us. Reason that our mind just focus on the dark side of the world .

People want to be happy but they don't know how.