Friday, December 31, 2010


Welcoming year 2011 year of the rabbit!!!

2010 is really a tough year for me.. I just experienced what hard life is.. how to lived with it and survive with it! ..How people laugh at me and try to put me down and make a lot of issue towards me.. people I thought I trust and a friend but you will just knew that they are the one stabbing my back.. hard to trust people now and how hard to see who's real concern and pretending to be concerned..

A lesson life thought me to be  more braver, wiser and stronger women...  It even comes to life that Im nowhere to run, lost insanity and almost give up life..  but seing my kids where I get all my strenght and hope in life that keep me holding on to fight and survive. and try to look for the brighter side and think possitively..

2011 I still have some issue to resolve.. But praying it all just end up on the 1st quarter.. I want to end up all difficulties and hardship right now.. I have some offer and some good deal and I'm thinkin million times before grabing it...

One more thing! Hard to be one man army.. It's so freaking nuts..

Dunno where life will goin to leads me but hoping for the best this year.. I'm goin to start from the scratch.. Dunno up to where my family will support me.. Both of us having an issue of difficulties..

It's really hard.. super hard.. but still hoping for the best and move more wiser this time...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Shows On!

It's show time!!!

10:30 am - Rehearsal call time but its all started at 12:00 noon :P I was fraustrated coz Lee doesnt cooperate she has a tantrums.. didnt join the individual rehearsal.. :(   

1:00 pm mood changed finally she joined the group :) kinda relieve but as you can see she's onery and not even smiling but all good coz she's cooperative now.

1:30 pm.. break! resumed at 3:00 pm to get the official number of the candidates and must be in thier full costume and get ready for the mall parade at 4:00 pm..

so we just take some snacks and get Aliyah ready for the parade.. 

Each of the  candidates will going to give and share a gift for the street childrens. 

4:30 parade starts!
Walk intire mall from Annex to main then to sky garden.. and back to the homebase...
we are giving 15 minutes to refreshen the kids and the show will start!

SHows start almost 6:00pm  till midnight!
Great show it was a success!! only the long intruduction of the 100 teen fashionista candidates mostly parents get pissed of coz kids are getting tired and it was a long day for them..  they should just only make a brief introduction for the Teen fashionista's anyways maybe they get a hardtime who will goin to receive the awards :P

The Best thing and exciting was finally receiving an awards.. Aliyah gets 2 awards " Star horizon award" and "Most angelic face" must receive the awards in full costume but Lee gets tired and so she doesnt want to wear her wings anymore... :P the worst thing she doesnt want to go stage without me geez ... 

Show was tiry but successful!! Cheers!
Thanks Innovation for the wonderful experience..

Lee wants to thanks her sponsors :
Mauren Ocampo
Ding Ang
tita Ruby
tito Francis

And thank you Lord for all the wonderful things happening
for the guidance, love and strenght.. even lots of trials, hardship
goin through my life.. Amen

Sunday, December 12, 2010

My Angel.. :)

My pretty Angel Lee.. :) 

I just did all the costume design and the costume it self.. Rather than buying those freaking expenssive wings and dress I made it and sew it all by my self.. opps with the help of kiko and ruby hahaha they help me with the wings feather attachment.. :P

I save a lot of money :P rather than paying 2,500 for the wings w/o the rossete and gold emblem.. I just paid for the materials less than 500 woohoooo!!!

and instead paying for the dress of 2,000.00  I have some remnats of barbie fabrics and just but the designed tule for 110.00 pesos hehehe (good I have knowledge in sewing plus I have a sewing machines ... so its all good :)  only the effort and design eat my time..

even for the shoes i just buy the sandals for 179.00 and I just add rose ornaments and just ties it up..

who will think it just cost me all in all less than a thousand! woohoooo!

but when I buy the gold rose and rossette it cozt me more than a thousand pesos hehehe mre expenssive than the wings and the dress hehehe...

Goodluck to my Lee pants!!! Hope she make it in the finals :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

So this is it!

Yeah it's the 7th day of December and its my birthday.. i just turned 39 geez ... Just so freaking funny coz I'm still cnt get through it .. lol.. I always thought I'm just 30 hahaha i stop counting my age and I just tried to figure out today when I use addition and subtraction.. :P

Thing still hard right now .. or say it worst but not as worst as before.. I still cnt get up my feet on the ground but i rty hard even I crawl just to get better..

BUt so hard so freaking hard... anyways theres always light at the end of the tunnel.. and I see hope..

and the good news is.. Aliyah is goin to have her 1st fashion show .. this comming Saturday!
whuoa shes goin to have a hectic schedule..

Friday rehersal.. for the fashion show..
Saturday Morning - pictorial for the lil angel event on the 18th
Saturday Afternoon will be the fashion show .. :)

18th she will be goin to compete with 100 little angel for metro manila..

thats so freaking hectic schdule..
plus we have 5 fashion show event on the 16th, 21,26, 28 the other one still unknown what date it is goin to be.

And Akira SHE's in .. also goin to compete the Metro Manila 100's cutest baby... That would be on February and goin to have pictorials on January.. Shows intended for Valentines day :)


hahhh life... so exciting, so complicated and so freaking hard! But I'm so proud of my kids!!!

Go..goooooo gurls :) I'm goin to have pretty girls on the ramp!! woohoooooo!!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

It's Official: Aliyah is one of the candidate for "Little Angels of Metro Manila"

We make it!! Aliyah was chosen as one of the 100 official candidate for " the Little Angel " of Metro Manila. it's all about modeling and pre- interpretation of angel costume ..  Which will be held at SM North Edsa Annex on December 18,2010 Saturday at 12:30 pm!!

Our next schedule is pictorial  .. also considered the pre judging for the event..
Hoping Lee wont get embarrassed soon the show start and be smart enough to carry her dress :)
SHe's doin okay in front of us but when she see new faces she   she kinda shy type..

She a lot more better now though compare before when I let her join the liltle Ms. SMCA hahaha

Good Luck Leepants!! I know you can make it.. and goin to be pretty with the costume..

Mwuahhh!! I Love you sooo freaking much!!

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Moments of FuN :)

Just attend Christian breakfast Seminar at MAnila HoTel.. :) 

and have our cool dessert at Sofitel.. hahaha so yummy

It's been awhile goin to kewl place and have a chitchat with my friend
releasing stress and have a relaxing moments..

Have fun! :)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

kids modeling Audition.. :P

A friend of mine forwarded me a message to have my kids try out for modeling audition.. She said to grab this opportunities and try our luck.. :P  She said this is a chance for a life time who knows :P

It's so happen I dnt have much to do on that day so we went to "GO-SEE" for the audition :) and we are lucky that the 3 kids where approved they are one of the 100 contestant for the "100 Metro cutest Baby" SO our next step is orientation and pictorial :) 

Sunday, November 14, 2010

AnyThiNg gOes....: sTart for New Venture..

AnyThiNg gOes....: sTart for New Venture..: "We just started to set up a mini botique in the Makati area its goin to open on the 15th .. oppps its today.. We sell some fashion accessor..."

sTart for New Venture..

We just started to set up a mini botique in the Makati area its goin to open on the 15th .. oppps its today..  We sell some fashion accessories, shirts, and  gowns and we also offer kewl stuff like personalized giveaways, coporate giveaways.

my partners also offers has thier consultancy firm esp if you are just a biggeners into bussines they will help you and guide you how to build up and own a business..

It's tiry but its fun.. we just need to maximized and double our efforts esp we are all working.

planning to start tiangge stall where we can put our sale items esp christmas is fast approaching..


Monday, November 8, 2010

DEpression is a rEal illneSs???

Mostly people get depressed time to time so, theres an eternal question if  is a real illness???

So I check and learned some of the articles about depression which conclude:

Depression is a real illness as it involves the mental, emotional and even physical faculties of the person. It is not just a transient sad feeling that will go away when one wills it to. There are symptoms and signs as well as corresponding treatment. If not handled properly and immediately, it may escalate to worse conditions. Like any other illness, depression has also variations.

There are three types of depressive disorders: major depressivedisorderbipolar disorder and dysthymic disorder.

Major depression is a culmination of all the symptoms and signs that intervene with one's capability to act normally. It can happen once, but recurring episodes are possible.

Its less severe counterpart is dysthymia which is characterized by the same symptoms of major depression, only they do not totally interfere with one's activities. A person who has dysthymic disorder can suffer major depression sometime during his life

Bipolar disorder is also a type of depression that involves drastic mood changes, from being very high one minute to severely depressed the next. The manic cycle can make the person hyper and overenthusiastic but it changes as soon as the depressed cycle hits. The depressed cycle encompasses all the symptoms of depression.

Because depression is an illness, there are symptoms. Again, they are the following:

1. Persistent "empty" feeling

2. Unbelievable hopelessness

3. Feeling guilty and worthless all the time

4. Lack or loss of interests in activities that used to bring joy to the patient and this includes sex.

5. Prominent fatigue

6. Has a difficult time making decisions

7. Development of sleep problems

8. Loss of appetite and drastic weight change or loss

9. Suicidal attempts and thoughts.

10. Pronounced irritability

11. Physical aches and pains that have no physiological basis

The good news is at the end of this dark tunnel called depression, there is hope. Treatment is available in three types: psychotherapy, antidepressant medicine and the combination of the two. There are also times when electroconvulsive therapy (ECT) and light therapy are employed. 

So I guess, might it helps you what stage of depression are you..

Mine?? I guess I have it all :P

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Just doNe with KIRs ..

We went Divine Mercy for a Sunday MAss and thanks the lord for the blessing and guidance and for giving Kirs another year ...

I plan to take out Kirs for her birthday but Ruby and kiko came to my house and buy cake for Kirakins and spaghetti. and Gina add some pancit to join Kirakins birthday tee heee.  so I just make additional Merienda stuff for kirakins I made a homemade frozen cake shanhai and sandwich hahaha and I dnt have much of visitor so I just invited the sewers to come over to my house and have some small party fun!! It goes  well  and we have a blast.. Opppps Mia and Tintin brought some Ice cream for Kira and MAnong Roger give Refreshmant hahaha.... all good diba :) Have a karoke and chitchat!
Thank you all guys to make kiRakins birthday success!! hugzz!


Thanks Guys!! 

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Happy 3rd birThday Akira!!

It's Akira's Birthday today .. my preacious Angel.. my youngest :)

Another Year

I’m wishing you another year
Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

 We Love you so MuCh baby!! 

Happy Birthday!!!

Monday, November 1, 2010

My KiDdos..

Meet Aliyah the quiet type, smart , and artistic.. most kind and have a big heart.. :) So caring, so sweet but guess what :P So clumsy geeezz.. But she so pretty and so loving :)

She never ge tired writing she prefer coloring or school works rather than playing.. :P 
She is 4 years old and start goin school at age of 2.. 

Love you ALiYah!!!

My beautiful Akira.. The youngest of them all.. so cute and so freaking smart! Love singing and dancing and also doin cat walk hahaha love to be a model someday! 

She so hyper super duper energetic! She's so bosy like mommy hahaha the most naugheist of them all but she is so freaking sweet and very caring you gonna love this freaking smart kid!

Shes goin to turn 3 this 7th of November :)
Happy Birthday Akira!!!

The handsome Reggie the eldest.. I got him when he was 1 month old .. A very sickling baby most of the time we are at the hospital..  His biological parent not given him the right vitamins when he still inside the tummy.. 

His so thin and so picky He ate more than an hour geezzz.  . so at 10 his almost same big as Aliyah .. although his taller than Lee hahaha .. .  

He take care his 2 sibbling although his very naughty love to booo the younges Akira . He is sweet and caring but very jealous guy.. geezzz  also an attention seeker hahaha ..

I just pray Reggie be a good kuya and take care  the 2 girls and they love each other and grow close and sweet, loving to each other.. with no jealousy coz We LOVE him for SURE!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I say wHaT???????

It's JusT a New day ...
It's a NeW LiFe..
and I'm FeELing gOoD
MiRacLes will HaPpen
as we sPeaK...

Start making my new line of bussines
accessories and design for corporate logos,
personal invitation and give aways.

we are still working on the website
so check this out soon!!
Also try to check some location
for my botique..

I'm goin to post it soon everything is finalized.

Friday, October 22, 2010

My SiTe..

Just now we are working on my site in progress.. :) Hoping it all goes well and get all the requirements I need.. :)   Web-siting is kewl but so many things to do and figure out especially Im just new to it..

Tommorow I'm planning to check on the possible site for my sTore in Makati.. Hope we make a good deal with it... Wish me luck!!!!!

Shopping for more and still looking for more suppliers for my items.. I'm excited about it...

Loving what I'm doing now...

Regarding my sewing production.. Planning to expand it by next year.. I need to make deal with new found clients and new source.. I cnt just foccuss on one company .

I need to get back the output we have 2 years ago.. at least 40,000 shirts a month capacity on my sewing line :)

Looking forward for it and hope and pray that Next year will be a better year for me.....

Saturday, October 16, 2010

SiLhoueTTe dReaM..

I used to sleep each night alone in my bed
Never bothered by any foreign thoughts
My oblique dreams remembered no more
‘Cause they never found a such place to store

Void dreams have come to fly each night
As the morning comes each dreams’ out of sight
Reckoning for them would just be as blight
For tomorrow’s new day would be bright

Then I met you on the time unexpected
The twist of my mind was still then unprepared
Memories of the past were easily forgotten
For a new silhouette dream to me has come

Vivid picture of you I wish I was awake
To wrap you in my arms for love’s sake
Just like other dream it didn’t stay
The silhouette dream in the morning is gone away

In my silhouette dream you and I were kissing
As long as it was a dream only shadows will remain
Opaque visions of you in that dream you will soon vanish
Because in reality I didn’t even see your face

Now each night that I have this silhouette dream
You became the star of my memory screen
Almost every night you are always the feature
But when I wake up, seeing your face no more

The grandeur appearance of your majestic beauty
In the silhouette dream it come in blissful array
You have taken my daytime to think of you
At nighttime still awake to write this poem for you

Why in my bed at midnight awaken from my sleep
Just to ponder your face in my mind I keep
Hugging a pillow could not ease my heart’s desire
It is the warmth of your hugs that I have longed for

I wish I were your bed in your rest you lay on me
Carrying me all night till the twilight of the day
Oh, my silhouette dream bring this to reality
That my sweet love all night will cling to me

I wish I were your pillow in your sleep to mellow
You’re dripping saliva at your sleep I will follow
Drying it up when the sun comes up tomorrow
Oh silhouette dream, how I wish it would come true

I wish I were your blanket on the night that is cold
To cover for the warmth of your body the love to unfold
But how long would I wait for this dream to behold
Until it is not realized, a silhouette dream is still in mold

As some other nights are still coming
My silhouette dream won’t be leaving
Every remembrance of you will still linger
Until that day when we’ll together

A re-post from my yahoo 360 blog...

Sunday, October 10, 2010

AnyThiNg gOes....: HK FaShiOn tRadesHow eScapade!!

AnyThiNg gOes....: HK FaShiOn tRadesHow eScapade!!: "Twice a year we always go HK to attend the HKTDC fashion faRe trade show.. where we get our contacts, suppliers abroad , new trend design..."

Saturday, October 9, 2010

HK FaShiOn tRadesHow eScapade!!

Twice a year we always go HK to attend the HKTDC fashion faRe trade show.. where we get our contacts, suppliers abroad , new trend design  and accessories... oppps! plus trend colors what to come up for the next season...   This event is kind of interesting show.. sponsored and traders from different country.. We designer's must be updated and must be well informed regarding TRENDS 
HKTDC is one of the largest asian trade fare which held in Hong Kong.. It's a worldwide event... they feature jewelries, toys, accessories, electronics, furniture etc... If its with apparel related stuff it always fall during January and July... you can learn and adopt lotsa ideas and design and also teach you updates about the trends and also sourcing for materials and accessories.

I found "some" of my pix to share about this event..  I started attending the fare way back year 1996 up to the present :)

July 2010 Latest event we attend for HKTDC exhibit

This was Taken July 2009

This was taken January 2008 event for fall/ winter season :)

Taken July 2008 -- Summer cOLLections'

Taken January 2007

SoMe pix to follow .. :P I'm sleepy na.. LaTerz!!

Monday, October 4, 2010

AnyThiNg gOes....: My cRazeNuT!!

AnyThiNg gOes....: My cRazeNuT!!: "Did I Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are to me?? Did I Ever Tell You that How Important You Make mE Feel... And I am Smiling About Lo..."

My cRazeNuT!!

Did I Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are to me??
Did I Ever Tell You that How Important You Make mE Feel... 

And I am Smiling About Love that is so Real

Did I Ever Tell You that Many Times When I am Sad you Make me Smile and brighter my day.. It makes me glad for

the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
here are No Words to Thank You
But, I Thinks You're Sooo Fine

Did I Ever Tell You
Just How Much I Love you..
Well, My Dearest Marshall
Today I am Telling You

That I am Freaking Love you!!
I believe that without you
in my life is missing out on a lot!!!

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Improve your life and think BIG!

I believe that setting goal and aiming big can make you a successful one!

If you think you dont grow to the field you choose and been working off your arse for so long and you dont get any promotion better THINK! you might need to change your career and dream your own business.. start to use your time wisely learn a better management skills to succeed. Explore !!! dont unlock your ideas always aim high be creative.

Reduce stress and take control of your life.. STRESS is like a living hell! I've learned that you should not take problem seriously but think way not putting lotsa pressure in your self..  Problem can overcome naturally . The problem we encounter in life is a habit guaranteed to trigger stress and depression and anxiety . "Swich off to problems and try to divert your self in some other field of enjoyment that you can breath and relax. Live in amazing life, release those heavy baggage, let go and manifest anything you really like in life. Remove sticking blocks that hold you back.

Better embrace new relationships and strengthen existing one
You must know how to welcome people in your life and how to be accepted in society. Even good relationships tend to stagnate when routine sets in and most of all embrace your inner confidence.
Self embracing occurs when all of your emotions, life experience, and aspects of your personality are accepted. Take back judgement that you projected onto others and thus, your personal power increases. The deeper you accept your self, the greater you hold difference and accept others.

Enjoy Life!!  We cant get back the hands of time! Life is too short so Live life to the fullest and aim high!